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damn. i havent written in this bitch for a minute. but why not start again. i got some time on my hands. :)
lets recap the past 2 years? 3?
Corey and I= negative. and thats a good thing.
SOMEONE....keyed my car. 2 times in the 3 year span
i moved!! yippeeeee
i live in washington now! GOOO me.
washington = cute boys. haha
i just got a job at starbucks. and ill be getting a second one soon...maybe today. so that i can pay for school next semester. NICE.
so thats it. today should be a pretty ok day, i dont have anything to do...but i might go take pictures or something, thats ALWAYS fun to me.
wow...it feels like a lifetime ago that i actually wrote in this.
peace and love
leah june
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so i havent really been updating at ALL in here, and its because i started keeping a xanga with chris and them.
as of the moment im just watching Blake while Corey goes to his parents house.
So...lets get a quick update going on.
first off, my parents decided a couple weeks ago that theyre going to be moving to the coast because davids job is moving there, and they offered him a really good raise. So theyre going. Im not, because honestly, i dont want too, whats there that icare about? not a damn thing. Ive got a good job no matter how much i bitch about it, and i cant afford to be without a job even if its for only a couple weeks, because shit mother fuckers. ive got billllllls.
car payment 272$$$
insurance 163$$$
phone billlllsss who knows.
and a bunch of other shit, food, gas, clothes if i need them. what not.
so chris and i are planning on moving out, i just need to get a second job so that i can afford rent and all that good stuff, my parents are moving in the first couple weeks of january,but my grandparents are going to be renting the house from them, so if i cant move out right away. its not a big deal.
im actually happy for them because its gonna be an awesome place for them to live and what not. better jobs all that good stuff.
now heres the shit ass part of it.
well. its not really BECAUSE of this. but....i was already aware that christmas was going to suck, because well...all our shit is going to be packed up. but my mom just informed me that they arent going to be here on christmas day because their going to visit family...and well. i cant go because of work situations that i cant get out of, so ill be alone on christmas day starting at like 9 in the morning.
Speaking of christmas. ive got my presents almost done...or atleast i know what im getting so i dont have to look.
Corey- Rad fucking art supplies. i got him a really good sketchbook that has super thick paper so if he wanted to draw with marker or anything like that it wouldnt bleed through, and i got him a pack of like 100 oil pastels. and some really good charcoal pencils. Oh. and i got him a stocking too with like...a cd in it, candy, good stuff like that.
Blake- i havent gotten blake a gift yet, but im just going to get him a toy of some sort, probably like a mini quad, or a mini motorcycle that he can sit on. he likes stuff like that :)
Chris- im getting chris a taking back sunday shirt.
Mom- my mom wants a fuckin...track suit. like the velour ones or whatever, and uggs, super trendy mom. lol
Basically ive just been hanging out with corey on a daily basis, as always, that hasnt changed much. He's so fucking nice to me, like...i thought that one day id get sick of it...but i dont. probably because its just little gestures. and i like that.
soooo lets update the past few days....
Thursday was kind of bogus at work, the girls just really dislike me, and frankly im sick of it. Well, i went to red robin with chris and scotty, and gave them their christmas cards, and then just went home. well. i went to bed about one. and i wake up to someone like..s.hoving me awake, and in my mind im like "i swear to god, if this is jon, or jameson, im kickin their asses." well i look up and i see this little trucker hat, and its corey. fuckin nerd. its like 4 in the morning, so i ask him what hes doing here, and he goes " i tried calling you like...5 times and you didnt answer and i wanted to see you so i came over".
hahah my mom said it was so cute, he rang the doorbell, and when she answered the door confused as fuck, corey was like "umm...im just. umm... looking for leah." hahha.
well then friday came around, corey didnt go to work, so we just slept in late, then he went home and i went to work, i didnt really do much friday night, hung out with jennifer and megan for a bit, then came over to coreys later on that night. Yesterday i watched blake all day and we decorated the christmas tree. it was fun. i love that kid.
so now were at today, and im done with this update. because blake is hungry.
i'll probably start updating more, because i like lj alot. ill jsut update both.
i have christmas cards to send!!!!!!! ahhhhh.
cynthia i need your address. and get me carlys too yah?
thanks duder.
i love you buddy, and hey, about the rocky thing. i think you should just take it in stride, because anyone who doesnt appreciate the greatness that is you. is...well...undeserving to be around it.
my christmas party for work is this weekend. and corey was kind of faded when i asked him. lets hope he remembers. b ut my dres is hot.
<333 Leah
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[10 Nov 2004|06:40pm] |
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milkmanjb07 [10:46 AM]: so did paul and debbie finally make micah stay home and take drug tests and what not?
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:46 AM]: i dont know. and i dont really care. im tired of trying to help that kid
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:46 AM]: so. i have no idea
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:46 AM]: i hate him
milkmanjb07 [10:47 AM]: ok
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:47 AM]: when wre they supposed to do that?
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:47 AM]: it shouldve been done months ago
milkmanjb07 [10:47 AM]: yeah i know
milkmanjb07 [10:48 AM]: they took the car away he had court for something a few days ago
milkmanjb07 [10:48 AM]: hes doing community service
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:48 AM]: whyd he go to court?
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:48 AM]: good.
milkmanjb07 [10:48 AM]: i don't know
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:48 AM]: good, he deserves everything he gets
milkmanjb07 [10:49 AM]: ya know i thikn the guy needs to go through some tuff shit cause its gonna take alot to get to that guy ALOT but i can't hate him
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:50 AM]: well he treats me like shit. so when hes DONE. then. maybe he can talk to me. if he can treat me like i exist
milkmanjb07 [10:51 AM]: yeah well i have had to many family members and close friends go through this so i don't know i have a hard time with this shit
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:52 AM]: my cousin od'd on coke joey. its not like im heartless
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:52 AM]: but its hard for me to try and help the person that i wasted all my love on for so many years, when he just treats me like shit,a nd ilke i dont matter
milkmanjb07 [10:52 AM]: no one matters to him right now
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:54 AM]: ive never mattered to him joey, only when it was convienent for him.
milkmanjb07 [10:55 AM]: yeah i've notices
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:55 AM]: yah. its not hard to see that one is it?
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:55 AM]: it was hard for me too. i just....when i see him. i want to vomit.
milkmanjb07 [10:56 AM]: i know the feeling
BLuEbRiTe17 [10:58 AM]: and honestly. as stupid as this is. i hate myself knowing that i loved someone that treats themselves and their friends and family like they dont matter and dont register, when without them. micah would be fucking...dust.
milkmanjb07 [11:00 AM]: for a while there i've known micah the least and was the only one willing to help. but i agree he wasn't greatfull for anything anyone didn't for him.
milkmanjb07 [11:00 AM]: he saw all the help he was getting though
milkmanjb07 [11:00 AM]: but he wants the drugs more
milkmanjb07 [11:00 AM]: and its only cuase he needs them the normal junkie life style
milkmanjb07 [11:01 AM]: he needs to go to detox
BLuEbRiTe17 [11:01 AM]: i was always willing toh elp him. and he knows that. ive TOLD Him to his....ungrateful face. i cant just...be at his wima nd beck and call. i already was for....5 years. it may make me heartless but i dont care anymore
milkmanjb07 [11:02 AM]: no not at all theres only a certian point you can be pushed too and five years is a lot
BLuEbRiTe17 [11:02 AM]: i care about his well being. but i cant just..d.rain myself to help him anymore.
why is it. that...it seems everyone feels that i should know everything about micahs disgusting. ridiculous life. im TIRED. im tired of being the Leah thats been associated as Leah & Micah. for the past ten years of my fucking life. its like just because i fucking put up with it the longest. im deemed the one who has to keep his life on track. ive got too many other people in my life that are important to me.then to worry about someone that ive wasted so much on.
and it makes me sad to know. that the only reason why i feel pessimistic when corey doesnt call me. or...something petty and stupid like that. is because of micah...hes made me doubt things i shouldnt doubt.
and im over it. i honestly am. the only feelings i have left for him. are pity and regret.
-Leah
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so i had a really good day today...and night and day yesterday. lets start at the beginning journal.
saturday night chris asked me if id like to come to his house on sunday for his niece's birthday bbq.
Sunday :
Chris came over around 11 something, and we went to the mall to pick out something for jade (his niece). i got her a fleece strawberry shortcake back pack and it has a fleece blanket inside.
Then i picked up my new cell phone that i got, and headed over to chris' house.
I was telling him about corey and i told him i didnt think corey would call me that day, because he went out with his buddies and everyone really late the night before and we hung out so much that he probably wouldnt want to. and chris was like "shut up leah your boyfriends going to call you"
hes. not. my. boyfriend.
so, of course corey calls. just to prove me wrong.
so i went over there last night and everyone was playing poker, and it was just a good night. cute. and what not.
this morning i woke up. got corey up for work, and went back to sleep.
i woke up for good when corey called me and hes like "did i wake you up? i miss you" and im like "yes. what do you want nerd" so he laughed and asked if i could get him something from the store and bring it to him at work. and i was like "umm yah" and of course he got all corey on me and was like "if its a big deal you dont have to" so i told him it wasnt, crap i had nothing to do. and he was like "well i dont want you to spend your money, so will you come by my work and get my atm card..." whoah buddy. trusting me with the pin number. mom says thats big. whatever.
so i go and i get to his work, and he gives me his atm card and kisses me in front of all the guys in the service dept. i was nervous.
whatever. when i come back hes like "well...ummm...i have lunch at 1130. what are you doing?" and i told him nothing, and he asked if i wanted to spend lunch with him. so i met him back at the house, and we watched the simpsons and shared a bowl of raviolis. yes. healthy. i know. so then he had to go back to work, and i needed to go home and get ready for my lovely job.
today at work was decent, i didnt have to stand in the filing room for 3 hours and contemplate my own death...or terminal injury.
so now. im almost off work. and i hope i see corey tonight. yes i do. because i dressed really cute to work today :)
haha even though he usually tells me i look nice all the time.
rock on kids.
woop. time to go. as of today time clock is 9 minutes fast. muahhahaha
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jeannie bought me a hat today that says dork on it because thats what corey calls me. haha
i bought a fucking rad. harry potter watch today.
and a gryffindor shirt.
im stoked.
and im also stoked that i had a really good night last night.
this is stupid. but coreys call me babe now. randomly. like last night when jeff and everyone were playing play station he was like "what are you doin babe?" what. weird.
but. i had a good night. im keeping the cuteness to myself :)
i seriously. had a really good day today. i woke up with corey and took kathryn to school and did her make up for homecoming and what not, then jeannie needed a ride from the dentists office. and we went to the mall to go eat at red robin. well i called collin and we had lunch the 3 of us.
then we walked around and what not jeannie and i got liscence plate frames for our cars that say
Lee-uhh's weiner mobile
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G-knee's weiner mobile
its an inside joke.
but they were free and their cute to us.
so then we walked around some more and saw some people we knew. then i went and picked kathryn and megan up from school. and got them ready for the homecoming game.
salon leah? yes. haha
and right now im just sitting at work. waiting for it to be 8 oclock.
i hope i see corey tonight, hes working security for his dad tonight lol till like 11 or 12. i told him he should call me when hes done since we dont have to wake up early tomorrow morning. and he was like "oh yah? i think i should do" or maybe ill call him latttttttttttttttte tonight. just because i dont call him really. and its nice to do that sometimes.
oh yah. my glasses are "hot" according to nerd. <3
im just stoked i can see.
i kind of want to see a movie tonight.
who knows.
off i go!! time clock says 8 but its really 7:51...muahhahahaha
<333 dork
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every nice girl in the office...repeat. NICE. girl in the office today was like "you really look like cameron diaz"
haha no. dude i dont.
but. you know. shes pretty. really pretty. so. ill just take it in stride. whatever.
i am only updating right now. to laugh at the fact that as of right now im getting paid 7 dollars to sit on my butt. look EXTREMELY cute. by cute i mean dressed well. and take staples out of paper. oh. and also. give keys to the sales men who are closing a deal. :)
so. someone just bought.... a 2005 frontier. go them. waste your money. MUAHHAHAHA
im off. to be the nice older sister i am. and take kat to get a skirt for homecoming.
rock on. like the five fluffy feather on the fiffer feffer feff
<3 dork
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Screen names: bluebrite17
Birthday: 18 days from now.
Sign: im on the cusp. bitch. libra SLASH scorpio
Location: shit hole, california
Status: ha. i dont know.
Natural hair color: blonde...then brown
Current hair color: blondie
Eye color: boring blue
Height: 5'5"
Birthplace: simi valley, california
[::family::]
Parents: laura, allan
Siblings: nick, ashlee
Live with: mommy and step dad
Favorite relative: Clay..for sure
[::favorites::]
Number: lets take a gander at....4
Colors: i believe i like all of them...equally. except maybe chartruese? spelling?
Day: fridays...because i only work a 3 hour shift...i generally see corey...and we dont have to wake up early...
Month: hmmm
Song: too many
Movies: life as a house, zoo lander...im not an ambient turner...haha too many once again
Food: everything. im an effing beast...umm...mac and cheese. chimichangas. chicken pot pie. pasta. bread. um.
Bands: pepper, matchbook romance, yellow card, tbs, armor for sleep, something corporate, funeral for a friend...etc
Season: hmm i like summmer...but...winter you get to wear warm hats.
Class: art or choir maybe
Drink:soda. and juice.
Veggie: maybe. POSSIBLY. FUCKING CORN ok?
TV Show: hmm chapelle show is chill. and i like the gay aura in real word philly. although i rarely watch it.
Radio Station: dont listen
Store: i like target alot...wet seal sometimes...who knows..victorias secret
Word: fiber
Aminal: lion tiger bear?
Flower: tulips
State: province
[::future::]
What day is it tomorrow?: effin hump day
What are you going to do after this?: cashing the check. getting nails done...haha i know. shut up. buying my mommy a card. going home. showering. then off to coreys probably.
Who are you going to talk to?: corey...grant..blake <3..alexi..mommy..nick..david..
Where are you going to go?: nowhere!
What do you wanna be?: special education teacher for kindergarten
What is one of your dreams?: <3
Where will you be in 25 years?: happy.
[::other::]
Do you write in cursive or print?: depends. i have print like...a gangster...lol...all uneven. half capitals...my cursive is realllllllllllllllly pretty
Are you a lefty or a righty?: righty
What piercings do you have?: ears...belly button...which i dont like.
Do you drive?: yups
Did you like this survey?: OMG. yes. i pined for it.
{::General::}
what do you think of the way you look? meh. whatever. i could look better. i could look worse.
what do you think about your attitude? rad
what do you think about the first person that loved you? dont know who he is. so when i find out. ill tell you.
what do you think about karma? OooooooooOOOOOOooo
what do you think about love? harry potter bandaids dont work very well.
what do you think about fate? you never know
what do you think about yourself? i love myself.
what do you tell yourself when times get hard? i bitch. tyler tells me "dont let the man get you down"
what would you give your life for? sasha. family. certain friends.
what was the saddest moment of your life so far? theres been a lot of them. josh. kendra...
what would life be without friends? sad
what would life be without family? quieter...but not always a good quiet
{::do you:}
write in a journal or diary? ok fucks. seriously.
keep an organizer? hahahahahaha
believe that every person has one soul mate? yes. it just depends on whether you find them or not.
believe in having a good education? yes. you need it.
believe in horoscopes? sometimes. i do. yes. because they always end up being freakishly true
believe in yourself? well by golly. yes...frequently
shower daily? yes.
cry easily? depends
believe in heaven / hell? were having a bbq
believe in god? someone.
believe in angels/ghosts or other such things? i dont know yet.
{::relationships::}
what is a big turn on for you? kissing. <3 make out bandit
when was your first kiss? haha...like...the end of the summer going into junior year
do you ever look at yourself in the mirror and start crying? ummm no. thats kinda sad. although my skininess makes me...sad. also.
the most fucked up thing you've ever done to get someones attention is? umm...i dont need to.
which is more important - personality or looks? firstly. the former. secondly. the latter.
have you had sex? no way. no. effing. way. haha
{::school: have you ever::}
skipped school? leahs senior year...7:45 a.m. "leah this is mrs. beatty are you coming to school today?"
skipped a class? hey there captain repetitive
slept through a class? HELLLLLLO
thrown things at the teacher, and what did you throw? haha a baseball sized spit wad. well...water wad. cause thats just gross. but we didnt hit him. it stained the chalkboard
done mean things to people in your class? never.
cheated on tests? nah.
plagarized? its a CRIME!!!
copied someone else's work? math homework. yes. because i suck.
been suspended, and for what? no.
been expelled, and for what? no.
had detention? haha saturday school blows.
brought a weapon to school, and what was it? my mouth.
stolen something from someone at school? nope. but someone stole my donut holes from my desk once. the bitterness remains. believe me.
had drugs in your posession at school? noooooo
harrassed anyone in school? haha yes. loud as hell.
bought a teacher a flower? maybe. im a teachers pet like that.
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